Who am I

I’m caught somewhere between a girl longing to go back to a time when I didn’t feel the intense fears of the world and a woman that is so empowered. Empowered by love and by a mission to be better, to be in a continual state of growth, more importantly I'm here, as a light, on the dark days.

On the unfiltered and exposed surface, I am a woman (mid 40’s) that was diagnosed with PTSD in my early 20’s. I have bouts with panic disorder and agoraphobia, often triggered by the subconscious. I have had suicide ideation, at my worst I called a suicide hotline, having wanted to jump – a longing to feel weightless.